Friday, December 27, 2002

Omigosh, I can't believe this! Some of the time, people are just not what you think they are...

Well, it started when we were chatting on the computer. We were just doing the usual, arguing mostly, and then Fred and Cho were talking about something. It was pretty strange, and everyone else was like, "what?!" because we didn't know what was going on...so we started to talk about it, and Cho was threatening Fred about telling us. And then George got involved, and Ginny and Blaise realized what was up. And then Cho told us...

They slept together. I can't believe it...I always thought Cho disliked Fred and George! That's strange, really strange. And then, Ron told Angelina! I think it was sort of stupid, but Angelina had to know..I still think that Fred should've told her himself.

And....Ginny and Harry kissed! Ron and I were playing chess and we saw them...they were in the bloody common room, for goodness sake! You can't get much privacy there! I'm really glad that they're "together". I'm not even sure if they are. But it definitely seems like it; Ginny got protective of Harry...it was pretty funny, no offense to Ginny or anything though. Well, I gotta go...I'm quite tired and I plan to go to the library right after breakfast to get some books.

Thursday, December 26, 2002

I can't believe this. Life is horrible.

Well, I was just chatting to everyone on my computer, right. And Ginny was acting pretty strange...like Blaise. I didn't really object because she was old enough to make her own decisions and that she would find out things for herself. Ron and Fred thought otherwise, and Ron got a bit mad at me for it. But I didn't really care. Anyhow, then Cho and Ron got into an argument, Fred got involved somehow, and Fred got his nose broken by Blaise.

After that, we had another chat. And Ginny got all mad and told Harry off. He got sorta mad, I think, and he left. Then Cho, Blaise, and Malfoy started to ramble on about how stupid Gryffindor was and such. And I got really mad. I try my best to keep it to myself, I don't like to get involved in large arguments. But I couldn't take it, and I yelled. And they got mad. Honestly, some of the time I wonder what has gotten into Cho. She used to be really nice. And now, well...she's changed. I can't say for the worse, though. I'm sure Blaise likes her this way....yet, I really don't want to be enemies with her. She is really nice when you get to know her, I'm sure....

Well, I have to think for a little while....I don't know......

Wednesday, December 25, 2002

Just saw Ron. He got a cursed apology card from Ginny. It made his nose flash red and green. I told him I would fix it for him, it would be so embarassing to walk around the school with a flashing nose. If Fred wants me to fix his too, I'll do it. Just have to look it in my charms book....

I'm going to look it up now...Malfoy will be tormenting Ron about the nose thing forever.....and somehow I'm sure he'll incorporate something about the Weasleys into it also..he is just horrible.
Merry Christmas! I got some presents...most of them were books and sweets. Very nice.

I got Harry a set of gobstones, and Ron some quidditch stuff...and everyone else I got sweets. Yum...chocolate frogs, and other muggle/wizarding sweets, like truffles and such..my parents sent me some clothing, sugar-free sweets, and some muggle books. I plan on reading one today.

Well, I must go. I challenged Harry to a game of wizarding chess. Ron is playing winner (he's so much better than us....) It's going to be fun....

Monday, December 23, 2002

Well I talked to Ron. Actually, he took the intiative and decided to talk to me. It was extremely awkward, and I was as red as a beet, I'm positive. I could feel the heat radiating off of my cheeks, after all...
And we talked, and he said that he liked me...which is good...I guess...so yes...and he suggested we go on a date or something.

This feels plain strange. Very strange.

Sunday, December 22, 2002

I've been thinking about it. Obviously, I like Ron. I mean, seriously, why else would I have kissed him? If I didn't like him I don't think I would've. But, I don't know if he returns the feelings. So now I'm confused. I like Ron. Definitely. But does he like me? It's so complicated...
I think I should talk to him. I've sort of been avoiding him. And this can't keep up, anyways...
Last year, I liked Viktor. At least I thought I did. And he liked me too...at least that's what he said. But we decided that being friends would be best. Obviously, Ron now knows I like him...and what if it ruins our friendship? I don't want to lose one of my best friends. I rather have Ron as a friend then a boyfriend if it means that our friendship will be at stake......
Perhaps I should do some more thinking.
Omigosh. I can't believe what I just did.
I kissed Ron. I don't know why, I just did. I was checking his homework, and his face was leaning in because he was watching me check half of his answers wrong, and I was explaining, and I paused and I kissed him. And then I ran off. I'm sure I was red.
This sure feels weird.

Saturday, December 21, 2002

Some of the time, I cannot understand people. And this time is one of those times....

Everyone is arguing. I for one, decided not to be part of it, just because if I do get involved, it is very likely that I will be insulted. Something happened between Fred, George, Angelina, and Katie, and Blaise, Pansy, and Lavender are arguing, and Cho is getting involved with that too. I don't know, it's mayhem, but not mayhem. You would think I'm used to it, because we argue all the time, whether it's debating or real yelling-type arguing....it's strange.

Friday, December 20, 2002

I'm exhausted. The bash was loads of fun. We danced, ate, joked...it definitely got things off of my mind.

I was going to use the same dress robes that I used last year, but I had found that I grew out of them, so before the start of the term I went back to Diagon Alley and bought new ones. They are of a similar colour, except these ones are more elegant. I put my hair up in a bun and put some lip gloss on. I met Ron in the common room, and he was wearing new dress robes. He told me that Fred and George got them for him. That was certainly nice of them. Anyhow, we travelled to Hogsmeade with Harry and Ginny. It was quite fun, we were talking and making all these jokes, as usual. I am so glad that I have such great best friends.

It was wonderful. They had all this food, and lots of butterbeer, and we danced, and everything. It was so much fun...

Harry says that there still is no word on Sirius. I'm very worried. He couldn't have been captured, they would've had it in the Daily Prophet. Unless Fudge is keeping it quiet. But if he was captured, I reckon that Dumbledore would know. He has his ways. I hope he isn't in danger.

Well, I should go to breakfast. I'll write in this later.
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